Tired but not depleated...

I am like a "cat on a hot tin roof"... bouncing off the walls of my body...

I hate change, yet that is what life is every day... change.  It requires of me more that I want to give away right now.  I am into the hidey hole of life and want to do nothing.

Yet... my legs won't quit moving... I can't sit still for more than 3 minutes... Nothing is working to get me some sleep... except sheer exhaustion at 3 a.m. for about 5 - 6 hours and then I'm up and have no focus... can't stay on track... can't remember what I was saying or doing...

So... what is the diagnosis??

I found that flip flops will flip and flop when you are sitting down if you cross your legs and wiggle your foot... click... click.. click... it does nothing to settle me down...

Where do I send my adrenaline when I have to much inside my body and don't feel good enough to use it properly or at all????  So where do I send it??? hm

Talked to my sister yesterday, who by the way is in Florida... (rub it in) Did you know that you can spend days in Orlando going from amusement park to amusement park and the only thing you run out of is $$$$... ?????  I think I will need to visit this state now... when the humidity is low and the gators are asleep!!!

Can you tell I can't concentrate... welcome to my world!!!  I keep bouncing from subject to subject and can't even finish a thought....  UGH...