Connie is still struggling...

With Sleep

Ady bugging Rach... She is studying.. Really??

With Stability

boys playing a game on the computer

With Pain

I am finally growing an Ivy...

My Fica Tree, Rubber Tree and Umbrella Tree...

But today was an okay day...
The weather was wonderful...
Almost a perfect day :)

Aunt Mae for the 24th of July 2010

Then I have grandkids come and visit and they energize me and wear me out all at the same time. 

I feel bad for not getting up to Idaho to visit with Mae... and Irma and Velola... They are not getting any younger and I will feel really bad if I don't visit with them before they pass on.

I add to my own stress with feelings of guilt over things I am not able to change at the present.  Not knowing where we will be going is hard for me... I still have tons of 'crap' in Holly's garage and our garage... Working on it...but not fast enough or good enough.

Seems like that is the story of my life... not enough... time, energy or money... but I can pick away at it and that is what I'm doing... a little here, a little there... and I will make it... I don't want to move the next time with so much... I want to share it or sell it... and it seems to grow everyday.... the accumulation of stuff... Oh My!!! 

OK
I'm rambling... overflowing with nothings... that is what is inside my head and needs to get out in order for me to process life better ... Hopefully this will work...